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Aug. 2nd, 2006 @ 11:51 am (no subject)
Current Location: running the copy machine at work
Current Mood: grumpy
Current Music: oldies from before music was invented
Posted this as a bulletin on MySpace, but then realized only the people on my "friends" list could see it ... so here ya go:

Yeah I know all about negativity ...

My coworker Jake's brother was brutally murdered over the weekend. Kinda puts all this Backstreet bullshit in perspective doesn't it?

I'm tired of defending my opinions about disgusting members of the group, and I'm tired of everyone thinking that because I'm 50 I can't even HAVE an opinion and I can't possibly be a FAN the MUSIC.

So screw it. I'm done. I'm sick of Backstreet fans, I'm sick of the damn group period. I won't be posting shit any more. I won't even go on the fucking DLF cruise this year. I have better things to do with my money than "stalk" Howie like everyone thinks I do.

And to make all the little teenies happy, I'm not really the Creative Services Director at my company, I really do run the copy machine. I haven't won awards for my designs, haven't pleased countless clients, etc. I took the plaques off the wall and told the boss it wasn't me who did it because how can a copy machine operator do that stuff?

I don't go to Dorough Lupus Foundation events to travel, see my friends or donate to a cause close to my heart. I do it strictly to stalk Howie. Even though I avoid him and I'm afraid of him, I put myself through it for the stalking thrill. Yep.

And AJ is a definite angel, he's never done a damn thing wrong in his life. The rehab thing in '01? It was just a publicity stunt by the record company due to slumping sales *nods* And you people said Kevin has no talent. That was one helluva acting performance if you ask me ... And AJ's a strict Christian man who loves Kaci Brown with all his heart and she's an innocent, virginal sweetheart. They are destined to live their entire lives together and happily ever after too!!

I'm 50 years old and I shouldn't like the same kind of music and groups you do. It's not allowed. Silly me. I should know better. I'll stick to my oldies music and leave all the other stuff to the 20 somethings because it's written in stone somewhere.

Now everyone's happy right? Good.
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Jul. 1st, 2006 @ 02:20 pm A great day
Current Location: On my large white tukkhis in front of the computer
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: Soundtrack from Master & Commander
I had a fairly normal work day. Qwest in their infinite wisdom *cough*stupidity*cough* cancelled the DSL at work. My company cannot function without the internet to send files to vendors and get files from clients. My boss and I figure Qwest owes us close to $2,500 for those two days of no internet. FREE PHONE SERVICE!! *cheeses*

I went out with one of my daughter's buddies last night to a movie and dinner. It was nice to get out of the apartment and do something OTHER than work. Saw "The Lake House" ... freaky movie. No logical flow with the time thing. I think the actors did a good job with the script they were given though. Then we went to dinner at Pei Wei. I had never been there. I had Kung Pao Chicken *makes nummy sounds* and there was so much ... TAKE HOME!! I have dinner tonight too, so life is good. And the company last night made it that more enjoyable. Let's do it again sooooon!! *cheeses*
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Jun. 24th, 2006 @ 09:14 am A sad day ...
Current Location: Vegging at home
Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: Never Gone - The Backstreet Boys
Yesterday was the day from hell ...

Work sucked. Started out great. The boss finally upgraded to super high-speed DSL ... 7mb per second it claims *nods* However the modem they sent must have been defective and screwed up our phone system. Qwest sent a tech and he worked inside the walls and outside at the juncture box, then on my computer for nearly 5 hours and I couldn't get a damn thing done all day. Super stress and frustration.

Then I come home to find that the so-called "rumor" was confirmed. Kevin Richardson is leaving the Backstreet Boys. A sad day indeed. Such an incredibly intense, strong, talented and compassionate man leaving creates such a hollow feeling in the group. The other four say they are continuing on. I wish two of them all the patience, fortitude and luck ... they will sorely need it. Jerk Carter and Pedophile McLean are probably the reasons Kevin left in the first place. Why stick around being just a backup singer and have to put up with those two and their insane criminal activity?

My only true regret is that I've never met Kevin, and he and I are so alike when it comes to politics and the environment. I just wanted a chance to sit down for a couple of hours and just discuss. Maybe it'll be easier now that he's out of the group without having to worry about bodyguards and screaming teenie groupies. Time will tell I suppose.
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Jun. 18th, 2006 @ 09:34 am I love Lions ...
Current Location: Flames of Hell ... i.e., Airy Zonie in da Summer
Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: Paris Hilton - Stars Are Blind


This is Solomon. He lives at Out of Africa Wildlife Park (www.outofafricapark.com) in Camp Verde, Airy Zonie, about 30 miles south of Sedona. I knew him when he was so small, he fit in the palm of my hand.

Lions are the BEST. They are the cutest things as babies and so beautiful when they are grown. I miss my babies ... they are so far away now. They used to be just north and east of me by about 25 miles and now ... 100 miles further. I don't see them very often any more *sigh* but I think about them often.
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